here i'm once again deleting all my previous journal entries to start fresh. i've been doing alot of thinking latly and i've learnt alot about myself. although i was having alot of fun just being me i've now grown quite bored and i wish somthign would happen i feel like i don't get enough human interaction in my life but i find very difficult to change. what i need is a best friend that i can always count on. one i can see more then once a week i dunno what this is i guess it;s just a rant whatever just wanted to have somthign in the journal entries (oh and by the way jodi if you read this i'm doing this for me and i'd appreciate it if you took me off your watching list thanks)